My Brokenness

Two years ago I wrote a song about being broken. It was what I was living at the time and it’s been one of my favorite songs I’ve been able to write. Turns out, that song is relating to this new season of life I find myself in. This time the brokenness hasn’t been brought on by something tragic like the divorce I experienced, but instead it’s been from God and how He has been drawing me back into His heart this week. I know of quite a few friends that are experiencing pain and hardship in their lives, so I wanted to share the song. It’s not a fantastic recording by any stretch, but it’s good enough…

The past is in the past

A conversation I had tonight reminded me of a lyric I wrote in a song a little while back…

I’ve heard it said that the past is history
But it seems Iike the past is living me
Cause all the failures and mistakes I’ve made
They keep playing through my mind

Anyone ever felt like that? Anyone? If you haven’t, I suspect you’re lying to yourself or you haven’t experienced enough life yet. There are so many things I regret, that I have played over in my mind like reruns of the Cosby show. It’s a prison…one of chains and of shame. But there is good news…

Then you remind me that joy will come
And you tell me to keep pressing on

The wonderful thing about the Christian life is it’s one that offers freedom from those bonds. Jesus says to you and me that He’ll take our place, swap His peaceful load for our heavy and burdensome one. And with that, joy will come in the morning.

So this is Christmas…

As Christmas approaches, all of us are getting our shopping done and looking forward to some R&R with family and friends. I, myself, am ready for a nice long break from work and some extended time with my kids. But my heart dropped tonight as I opened up the FoxNews website and saw the headline “Syrian Village Wiped Out in Massacre“. According to the report, 100 people were killed today in an effort by President Assad to squash the rebel movement. Here’s one quote from the article:

The troops surrounded the valley and unleashed a barrage of rockets, tank shells, bombs and gunfire in an hours-long assault, killing more than 100 people and leaving no survivors.

Read that quote again very slowly. Picture it in your mind.

It reminds me that I haven’t a clue what it means to suffer. As a nation, we haven’t seen that type of bloodshed on our homeland since the Civil War. Yet, there are so many people across our world today that live in constant war and destruction and death.

Let us remember those around the world that are not as fortunate as we are here in the United States, and may we thank the Lord for the blessings we have that are so often taken for granted.

Proving passion

Heard this quote Sunday at church:

the proof of passion is in the pursuit

How often do I say I’m passionate about something, but never do anything to pursue? One can say they are passionate about ending world hunger, but the only hunger they end is their own. Or, you could be passionate about being a world class athlete, but you never train to actually BE a world class athlete.

I’m convinced that I lack discipline. I tend to float in whatever way the breeze blows me when it comes to pursuing things. Or maybe, just maybe, I’m not as passionate about those things as I say or think I am.

The proof is in the pursuit.

America and moral goodness

America is great because our history is rich with moral goodness. What do I mean? It means we stand for what is right and do what is good. A simple way to explain is to use Donald Trump’s perspective on Libya.

In the spring of this year, we engaged, as part of a NATO-led coalition, in active support of rebel forces in Libya in their effort to overthrow dictator Muammar Qadaffi. The effort consumed more of our resources (time and money) than anticipated. Eventually, the rebel’s succeeded and the dictator was killed. (Now, I have views on whether we should have engaged or not, but that’s not my intent here.)

The Donald has stated a few times over the past few months that we should get compensated with oil for the assistance we provided.

 “We are NATO,” Trump said. “We back NATO in terms of money and weapons, what do we get out of it? We have all of these rebels running around, beautiful name ‘rebels,’ are they from Iran, who is going to take over Libya, who’s going to take over the oil? So what do we get out of it, and why won’t we take over the oil?” he said. “Why aren’t we reimbursing? You know in the old days, when you win a war, you ‘kept to the victor, belongs the spoils.” http://www.rawstory.com/rawreplay/2011/08/trump-on-libya-why-wont-we-take-over-the-oil/

 Sounds logical, right? If we get involved in all of these wars and help all of these people out, why shouldn’t we take a piece of the prize? Right?

But here’s my issue with what Trump said. It goes against what has been and, I think, still is (to a certain degree) morally good about the United States of America. We have made a lot of mistakes throughout our history (slavery, discrimination, Vietnam, etc), but we have also done a lot of good (fight against evil like Hitler and Soviet Union). We continue to assist many nations through financial support and “boots on the ground” to rebuild and protect. And, traditionally, there has been extreme generosity from the people of the US through charities, adoptions, mission trips, etc.

We are in a fight for the future of our nation. 2012 is a fork in the road. We either continue to follow progressives like Barak Obama and John McCain or we reclaim the power of the people and the principles of the constitution. I urge you to think for yourself. Do the hard stuff. Research the candidates. And vote for who you think is best for the country, not who the media tells you who can win or not. Let us reclaim the moral goodness that we have been so that future generations can see it, learn it, and live it.

 

 

Significance through impact

A life isn’t significant except for the impact on other lives. -Jackie Robinson

Our nation is in trouble at its core. The morals that made us a strong and good people are deteriorating rapidly. Robinson’s quote couldn’t be more timely.

But how do we engage, how do we make an impact?

2012

I have refrained from ever using my  blogging to express my political thoughts and opinions. To me, those are views that are best saved to one-on-one conversations. But I don’t think I can muzzle my opinions anymore.

People…I’m scared as hell about next year’s election. I believe our nation is in for a very very tough 2012. From the Tea Party to Occupy Wall Street and Obama to “Generic Republican”, we have found ourselves immersed in a huge pile of dung. We lack leadership, character, humility, and compassion in our nation. And that’s directed at President Obama and the dysfunctional Congress we have. When will our leaders put the nation’s best interest before their own?

I plan to write much more about this as it is something I’m passionate about because it’s the future of our country. Time for all of us to take interest, be informed, and get involved.

H122

Life lives here…

Therefore, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us also lay aside every weight, and sin which clings so closely, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, looking to Jesus, the founder and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is seated at the right hand of the throne of God.
(Hebrews 12:1-2 ESV)

 

Pleasing God.

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My mind’s been swirling today with thoughts of what it means to please God. Almost immediately I start to think about what I can do that will cause Him to be more pleased with me. The flip side to that coin is then examined, which is what I should stop doing. But today, as I pondered this, another thought entered the equation: May what I say and what I dwell upon be pleasing to Him.

Proverbs 18:4 says that “the words of a man’s mouth are deep waters.” Think about that verse for a moment. It means that what you and I say, every word, gives a glimpse of what is in our hearts. Every opinion, careless word, carefully thought out idea, angry expression…all things that come out of our mouths reveal the depths of who we are. It’s the outflow of what is inside.

Which leads me to the inflow we allow to the inner parts of our souls. The things we think upon over and over is what we are feeding our hearts with. When I was going through my divorce, all I could focus on was how I had been wronged. That poured angst and confusion into my heart and produced bitterness and anger with a dash of hopelessness. It became so bad, I didn’t even realize it was present until someone pointed it out to me. Where I thought I was over everything and had begun moving on with my life, this person helped me see that I was indeed not over what had been done. That was the beginning of freedom. I made the commitment to change my thoughts, and to discontinue talking about the past. What a difference that made! Changing the inflow to my heart began to produce a new outflow from my mouth. It was incredibly freeing!

Romans 12:2 instructs us to not conform to the ways of the world, but be transformed by the renewing of our minds. It truly is the battleground we overlook the most, yet it is absolutely the most vital if we want to change all the down stream parts, and therefore please the Lord.

May the words of my mouth and the meditations of my heart be pleasing to the Lord.

insert post here

As a hobby writer, spending time regularly to blog is important to me. The past week I have been wanting to write, but my mind has been blank. Classic case of writers block.

I’ve decided to cheat and post a quote I read recently from the book Veneer.

“the beauty of imperfection”

What does this simple phrase mean to you?

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